zzaz3: Cocaine, oxycontin, etc. ... They're definitely illegal. At least, most of them are without a prescription.
Good to see you're still alive, Robert. Haven't heard anything from your way in a while.
My advice? Get off the drugs. You can live life to the fullest without them. Try taking up extreme sports or something. You can get a natural high from adrenaline and other hormones, anyways
As for enjoying every minute of your life, are you really enjoying yourself when you're on drugs? You talk about all the money you waste, how you're losing sleep - stuff like that doesn't sound like enjoyment to me. And if the only girlfriends you get are drug-users, wouldn't you rather be scraping from a little higher up in the barrel?
We want you to be around for years to come, bro. Please, get yourself clean!